Yep. That's where I am right now. And it is indeed a struggle, when you wait for your security deposit to be returned back to you, and you at the same time have to pay a new security deposit, first months rent etc. And then there is that tiny little fact that you haven't got yourself a proper job yet. As musicians that's something we'll never have (I guess we have to change the definition of what a proper job is).
But money or not, my heart is here and I am happy and excited to get started. Musicians where are you? Lets meet and make music together in dirty bars for small money. And lets make it a thing, so that people want to see more of us, and pay us better. Art is important so we should take care of it.